Friday, January 29, 2010

i said i want to see god

meat sacks lol jj @ 11:55
i wonder what our souls look like? 11:56
if they are all the same 11:56
just energy or what 11:56
on mushies i had a full out of body experience and felt that my body was combined living parts and cells and i was like kinda planted into all that 11:57

wow ers @ 11:57
was it intese? 11:57
or pleasureable? 11:57
scary? 11:57

i almost died of overdose jj @ 11:58
that part was scary 11:58
but it was a necessary journey 11:58

oh shist Jill Myers @ 11:58
what is mushy? 11:58
oh 11:59
how did you almost overdose? 11:59

this crazed hippie kid jj @ 11:59
i told him i wanted to see god 11:59
i think that he might have accidentally picked a poisones one 11:59
in the stew 11:59
or that i just had too much 11:59
i had to fight to breath for like 30 minutes 12:00
i couldn't open my hands, they curled into fists 12:00
that part was intense 12:00

wow ers @ 12:00
well 12:00
wehn you say you wnate to see god 12:00
what were you expecting? 12:00

when i closed my eyes i felt that i was dying jj @ 12:00
i looked at sandy and said no, i have to take care of sandy 12:00
she gave me reason 12:01
i wanted to see god without dying 12:01
thats what i meant